I am broken

I’m beginning to deteriorate again, becoming more and more argumentative with the people around me. Drinking doesn’t help but I still try. The books have piled up as I can no longer focus enough to get through them.

My wrist aches from punching someone in the face in front of a Starbucks. I’m worried I will become violent enough to jeopardize my freedom.

I’d like to blame it on Iraq but the truth is that my mind has always been broken. How can it be repaired?