Somewhere in my life I became one great big ball of stress. I get cysts on occasion when it really starts to build up. I’m not sure if you’ve ever gotten one of these cysts but they’re really painful and appear in the worst areas.

I had one on my eyelid once and now I have one in my mouth. It’s draining now and going back down but it sucks so bad.

I’m going to try and get out to nature more often. That seems to be the one thing that really helps. I used to like wood working but I have an apartment with no room for anything. I used to make furniture a lot. I also liked making toys. I worked on a chess set for a long time which I lost during my last move. Maybe I should start again. I could do that with just some chisels and sand paper.

I miss being young. I didn’t seem to have as much stress. Maybe it’s just nostalgia though and I’ve always been this way.